Number One Son (A Very Short Story)

Several years ago at the age of fifty-one, Scott Delaney proposed marriage to Shea Yeager twelve years after his father died of cancer. Shea Yeager was thirty-eight, a full professor in the English Department of the University of Pittsburgh; but she had never married or had children.

She said, “I knew you were going to ask me. I debated with myself all weekend.”

“Dad wouldn’t have believed it. He thought I was a bum. Well, a lot of us kids back from Nam never got our ambition back.”

They sat leaning toward each other at a table for two next to the big window on the Forbes Avenue side of the restaurant, their hands clasped together on the plastic, red and white checkered table covering. It was a hot Monday afternoon in August in the Oakland section of Pittsburgh. The buildings and parked cars, the traffic and people stood out sharply in the glare of the sun.

“You reach a certain age,” he said. “It’s strange. For the longest I thought ultimately life was meaningless. If the old man could hear me now. That’s not to say I haven’t enjoyed my restless bachelorhood.”

Shea said nothing.

“The old pick-up is paid off and you know I keep her looking good and running sweet. I might even make a few bucks on this collection of stories you’re helping me with.”

Shea Yeager sat silent, looking down at their clasped hands.

The waitress appeared with two bottles of Iron City beer and a glass for Shea. The waitress was very young, probably a university student. Scott and Shea unclasped their hands so as not to exclude the waitress. The beer was cold and delicious.

Outside, the harsh sunlight brought everything into sharp focus. Inside, the air conditioning was on, but the heat and glare of the sun came through the window pane. For a long moment, Shea sat watching something on the other side of the window pane. Then she looked at him.

“All right,” she said.

“Yes?”

“Yes.” She gave him her hands.

“You won’t regret this.” He laughed. He felt giddy. “I guess I need your ring size.”

“Think we’ll ever have a vegetable garden like your mom’s?”

“I hope so.”

“Wish I could have known your father.”

He contemplated her for a few seconds. He let go of her hands and sat back. He picked up his beer and drank the rest of it down. He put the empty bottle back down on the table, and then he sat looking at something on the other side of the window pane.

“Sweetheart,” he said, “I wish I could have known him, too.”

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My Life

I’m writing this using a pencil on a lined pad sitting at the bar in Hemingway’s in Oakland in Pittsburgh.  I’ll punch it in to The Pittsburgh Flash Fiction Gazette when I get home.  The special at Hemingway’s is Blue Moon.  Lynn is behind the bar and some bald guy is broadcasting a talk sports radio show from the tables in the back.  He’s from Fox Sports Radio 970.  Lynn says his name is Joe Bindell.

Outside it’s a gray, rainy October day in Oakland.  I have a long association with Oakland.  I’ve lived here over 17 years and I use to hang out here over 15 years before that.  I’ve written more than forty short stories.  I’d estimate that half of them take place in Oakland against the backdrop of the college bar scene: Zelda’s, The Wooden Keg, Hemingway’s, Peter’s Pub, The Sanctuary, Calico’s, The Electric Banana, The Decade and The Attic.  Some of these bars are no longer around and others I no longer remember…

I’m home now posting this.  On my voice mail was a call from the H & R of a local university that I submitted a job application with a resume to.  Is the tide beginning to turn?

Hail to Pitt!

GHH

My Life

Well, my gout is better today.  I went out and did some shopping: laundry liquid, newspaper, toilet paper, a Milky Way candy bar, a can of pork n’ beans and a six pack of A & W root beer.  The 54C bus inched through “Little Italy” in Bloomfield.  This weekend is the “Little Italy Festival” days.  There were vendors under colorful tents in the drizzle selling food and their wares up and down Liberty Avenue.

I stopped at Nico’s at Pearl and Friendship and had a couple of big glasses of Pepsi and ice.  No beer until the gout is totally gone.  No more salt or tomato sauce in my diet, either.  Not being able to walk is the pits.  Especially if you live alone. 

V, my favorite bartender, was behind the bar.  She’ll only be bartending now every other Saturday since she got a better job.  She’s the one who several years ago talked me into going back to school to get my BA.  I went on to get my MFA, too.  Now I’m an educated bum. 

Well, I should be able to go back to Computer School on Monday.  I wonder what they’re going to do with me, now.  They gave me an extension thinking that I’d have a civil service job by now; but since the hiring freeze all bets are off.  The school is my only source of income.  I’m working with a job developing at the school on two other job leads.  I needed to find something with promise like yesterday.

Pitt beat the Orangemen.  Penn State is on the TV now and I’m blogging and drinking root beer.

GHH

My Life

I called off from computer school this morning.  I have a little gout in my left foot and it’s painful.  I’m trying to walk it off.  I’ll have to watch what I eat and drink for a couple of days…Duquesne University is holding a jobfair at the computer school today.  It’s always dress for success and bring your resume but they never interview or hire people at these things.  It’s always apply online; and if you don’t have the magic phrases in your resume that the Human Resource Department scans for you never hear from them and you take another hit on your cleaning bill…So, I’m going to take a shower and hobble to Pittsburgh’s “Little Italy” in Bloomfield and pick up eggs, oinions, chocolate milk, olive oil and a newspaper.  Come back and eat and then go through the bills I can’t pay.  I do have an Employment Specialist at a medical insurance company trying to set up an interview for me with his hiring officer and I have filled out an application online and attached my resume for another company so I do have some irons in the fire.  Plus, I was in line for a government job until a hiring freeze was declared last Thursday.  If the hiring freeze is removed any time some I should be okay; but in the mean time I can’t pay my bills.  That’s not a good feeling.  I was homeless once when I was a young man, no doubt I was still traumatized from Vietnam.  I’m sixty one now and definitely don’t want to be homeless again.  It’s scary.  I go back to school and get my BA and MFA and now I’m worried about being homeless.  Well, it’s my own fault.  I was so sure I was going to make it as a writer that I didn’t have a plan B.

GHH

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